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  • 115th of Gnielm, 336 EA

    Ishikar, Athal

    Svaljna moved fluidly, because she had to. She took a dancer’s strength with her, from one position to the next, interrupted by staccato reversals. When she turned her motheyed cloak flowed out behind her in a wide arc, and though she was keenly aware of how competently she was acting she still felt utterly out of place in this scrap.

    The creatures descending upon them there in the deep musty basement flocked and fluttered, all leathery wing and grasping pincer, a single sharpened proboscis adorning the center of each of their faces.

    Snekde’de smashed one limp against the wall with the flat of a pressure-loaded ballistic just as Xochit let out a screaming arc of fire from their outstretched fingers, scorching a section of roughstone ceiling. Snekde’de yelped, tuning wand nearly dropping from his scaly fingers as the brief blast of light across the darkened interior cast visible a half dozen more of the monsters scuttling along the ceiling.

    “To arms!” Broneimir called, as though they were not already in the midst of pitched combat. The call drew three of the monsters to dive at him, piercing into his soft flesh to suck at his blood. He threw out a cry, and underlying that yelp echoed a mumbled phrase arcane in a voice that was both his and not. The tattoo dripping down in a line from their left eye glowed brightly with eldritch power, and one of the leeching beasts suddenly began to fill with sunlight in place of blood before bursting in a scorched husk.

    Two more of the creatures broke through Svaljna’s guard, attaching themselves flat against her body. She flailed at them, cracking the flat of her sword against her chest and leg, just as one took the moment of vulnerability to strike for her neck.

    As pain turned to panic Svaljna suddenly felt something brimming up from within her. Words of power filtering through her thoughts, their power weaving unbidden. It was sveida, magic like a note from the song most beautiful strung through every cell in her body.

    The barest hint of aetheric fog began to shimmer around her fingers, begging her to pull their strands into the soft somatic curve of a spell.

    There was no feint, no purchase to be had against these parasites that had already invaded her. She  felt them killing her, and she knew what she needed to do to save herself.

    And then like a wall, her focus drew back outwards. She saw Xochit and Snekde’de and Broneimir, all in their own fights. She knew she was flashing before their eyes just the same, knew that they would know if she dishonored herself. That they would judge her hrin, even if she was the only one among them that knew that word.

    She clenched through her affliction, willing away that magic that would show her weakness. She fell to one knee, and rather than thinking of her body drained of blood she could not help but pray that they had not caught that flicker of the power that most shamed her.

    Her vision dimmed, her senses falling away.

    The first thing she felt again was a tearing at her neck, her leg, her shoulder. There were hands under her armpits, dragging her up to a stumble.

    “Come on!” It was Broneimir’s voice, his beautiful terrible face. “We’ve got to get her to a healer!”

    Svaljna mumbled back weakly, trying to tell them no, and feeling for all the world that they should have left her.

  • 124th of Gnielm, 336 EA

    Ishikar, Athal

    The Racciqotse was rowdy that night, which was unusual not in its nature but in its intensity. It was a dive, all sticky wood and regular drunks, and everyone there treated it as such. The leaguers slumming it from down the leyline didn’t have enough of a home of their own to bother taking care of this one, the locals to Ishikar stretched from their corners to hold a line across one section of the bar against the explorers knocking into each other and anything that came into their path, and Broneimir, Xochit, and Snekde’de sat around a table with Svaljna smack in between the two blocs.

    Despite all this, they were mostly smiling their awed disbelieving smiles.

    “What are we going to do with it?” Snekde’de was small, even for a kobold, and so in his hands the device was almost comical.

    It was a bootlegged, cobbled together warp of a scrivening receiver. Stone tablet, etched with divining and transmutation runes on one side and morphing text on the other. Xochit had swiped it off a stand for the Athalial Nightly Moon, so before Snekde’de had gotten his way with it it had held some guildfellows’ attempts at reporting the news. 

    Now though, the words on the face of the device were shifting from one into the next almost too fast to read. 

    ‘Commission of Fabrication; Freehold of Roullac, Beslan; Shortening of quantity 120 Wand of Magic Missiles by 3.78 inches; 21.14.222.’, ‘Commission of Provisioning; Mility, Harlobe; Overplane transfer of material goods on behalf of the Laydes of the Feast; 67.96.164.’, ‘Commission of Vaticination; Lower Gadie, Katravok; Diviner to interpret star portents on behalf of the Crux of Rytarr; 28.37.040.’, ‘Commission of Association; Zhytingrad, Drulgor; Enforcement of zone of truth spell by arcanist for creation of mythal, warlocks need not apply; 39.05.321.’, ‘Commission of Ordinance; North Gallistrade, Serhane; Civic survey of the population of Serhane; 10.99.059.’, ’Commission of Naturalization; Serpent’s Fjord, Expanse of Lasa; Relocation or hunt of a manticore harrying shipping lanes, seafaring experience required; 82.27.017.’, ‘Commission of Provisioning; Migisi, Odeshea; Delivery of humanitarian aide to flooded frontline outpost; 64.84.534.’, ’Commission of Provisioning; Rapancue’s Reliquary, Harlobe; Retrieval of independent material, Blood of Rapancue, high risk of exposure to lycanthropy; 23.90.143.’, ‘Commission of Exploration; Peyr Myarsa, Illiara; Survey of leylines from formerly isolated demiplane; 49.38.104.’, ‘Commission of Bioarcanomics; Elan, Drulgor; Field observation of the wild hippogriff of Near Kyria; 52.41.184.’, ’Commission of Attestation; Nambisian, Danai; Geographic cartography in wake of shifting geological event, overland travel required; 25.01.091.’, ‘Commission of Fidelity; Waeyeya, Odeshea; Capture and intake of rebel forces in violation of the Thecan Concordance; 93.02.169.’

    And on, and on, and on it went, a maddening amount of work.

    “We’re going to pick one, and we’re going to use it to prove ourselves.” Broneimir had a cracked certainty to his voice, and Svaljna could see golden light dancing in his right eye. “Who wouldn’t sponsor us as guildfellows if we show that we can fix a contract on our own, before we’re even members.”

    There were several minutes where they all sat and stared, sipping at their drinks. It was like watching a stream, opportunities rushing by them with no consideration as to who they were or why they were looking on. 

    “They’re going just as quick as they come up,” Xochit spoke trepidatiously, “how are we supposed to figure anything out with this thing?”

    “We don’t want the ones that go quick.” Broneimir narrowed his eyes, watching with keen view. “Snekde, freeze it!”

    Snekde’de fumbled for a startled moment, scratching out a quick rune. The blurring words suddenly consolidated, leaving the slab totally inert.

    “There!” Broneimir jammed a finger down to point at the carving, singling out one line. 

    ‘Commission of Fidelity; Citadel of the Athalial League, Athal; Investigate, quell aethiric compulsions in the Rhovos Archall reconstruction site; 09.92.677.’

    “This is the one.” Broneimir stated with certainty.

    “Well,” Xochit started, adjusting the long looping scarf she wore and rubbing at the back of her neck, “It’s at least close by. And with the Fidelity, that’s the commission I need to join.”

    “It’s not just that,” Broneimir seemed particularly pleased with himself, “The whole of the time we were looking, that one was just sitting there. I saw it come up six, maybe seven different times. Nobody is taking that one, which means there isn’t any bugger who’s already got membership going to come swoop in to take the glory from us.”

    Broneimir, Xochit, and Snekde’de all looked to each other in excited anticipation. Svaljna managed a tense smile, trying to fit herself with the rest, but her trepidation was caught.

    “You’ve been a little quiet Sval, what do you think?” Snekde’de had a good heart, asking, but the focus put on her still scrambled her brain. 

    She flipped through responses in her mind, knowing that it was important that she find the right one. When she did speak, it was slowly as she chose each word carefully. “It is not so smart a plan, I think.”

    “What’s dumb about it?” Broneimir sounded faintly hurt.

    “Only that it is vague, this contract.” Svaljna backtracked, though the suspicion in her voice held. She traced a finger along the writing as she spoke. “‘Aetheric compulsions’, What does this mean? We will compel the aether? This is sveida.”

    “Sveida?” Xochit cocked her head and gave a joking grin, “I don’t think I’ve met her.”

    “Sveida is magic,” Svaljna broke eye contact to glance around the room, settling down into her drink. It was her third, while her companions were still working on their first. “Magic for the weak of heart.”

    The table sat, three in a front facing down Svaljna.

    Broneimir leaned into the table, placing pressure on his elbows. “Well, it’s okay to be afraid, but I still feel like we need to do this.”

    “I am not afraid.” Svaljna scowled at the implication.

    “I just thought that you were meant to be the strong one.” He pressed, and no one else thought to intervene. “Aren’t Dulthans meant to be like, fearsome raiders?

    “That’s not- You don’t-,” Svaljna began to lose her composure, “You know nothing of my home.”

    “I know some,” He kept in, “But that’s besides the point. I don’t like settling. This last go around, we got kicked around because we didn’t have the support that we needed. Hells, you needed a healer that we could barely afford, because we’re not getting paid fairly!”

    “I did not ask you to do that.” Svaljna growled.

    “We’re getting room, board, some feed out of it.” Snekde’de chimed in with an attempt to soften the tension, “There are worse things than that, to take as payment.”

    There was a moment where there was just the tautness of the air.

    “You seem like you’re getting really keyed up, Sval.” Faint embers crackled off the twisted locks Xochit had tied up into a bun, “We’re all really excited about this, it could be our big break! I don’t get why you’re not happy for it.”

    “That’s right,” Broneimir was suddenly receptive, though still keyed in on Svaljna, “All I’m saying is, once we’re in good standing with the league we’ll be able to get real work. None of this ‘stirges infesting the basement paid under the table’ nonsense. Proper adventures, with proper support. Proper pay even! That’s what we all want, and we want you to be on board.”

    Svaljna’s breath held in her chest a moment longer than it should have, and then when it finally released she found herself working against her own sense. “Alright. I will come with you, to see this Rhovos Archall.”

    “That’s a lass!” Broneimir clapped her on the shoulder, and the other two followed suit smiling at her. “Now, we’re going to need a plan…”

    The rest of the evening fell away into discussions of what was known of the aether, and lies against the idea that any of them had any control over it.

  • 130th of Gnielm, 336 EA

    Citadel of the Athalial League, Athal

    The moon was always full at the citadel, always made to be full, and this night was no exception. Under it’s pale light, Svaljna walked with her companions. They were not out of place, how could they be? Walking the streets of the citadel, no two groups of people were alike in kind nor purpose, and yet to Svaljna it was a near certainty that each pedestrian they all passed would eye them for the trespassers that they were.

    She must have been showing her nerves. She felt Xochit reach for her hand, felt her squeeze it and felt the intense comfort that small signal of confidence brought on, and she pulled her palm back from it.

    “This way!” Broneimir hushed as the their destination came into view.

    The Rhovos Archall was a blocky and balconied building of brown brick accented in smooth white stone. It was lined in darkened windows all the way up, save for the last few floors which instead supported in their slabs a giant green hemispheric crystal like some singular considerable eye. A tower sat tangent to its right side, and from the left sprouted a long trailing wing of the building which arced against the curve of the aether into which it plunged. The aether itself was a roiling sort of fog, swallowing the building in opaque blur such that it was impossible to know just how deep the structure extended into it.

    Svaljna paused instinctively at the sight of it, this looming colossus which dared reach into the aether. The others managed more than a few paces before noticing that she was not keeping stride up to the pod-like door that formed a choked entryway into the building.

    “Come on!” Xochit whispered back excitedly, breaking Svaljna from her momentary inertia quickly enough for her to jog to catch up.

    Snekde’de whispered to her from below as they shuffled quickly up to the doors. “You okay?”

    Svaljna gave a taut nod in response, motioning with her chin for him to focus ahead.

    The small kobold settled up, hand waving over the door to reveal binding runes meant to lock them out.

    “Can you open it?” Broneimir asked with a pragmatic worry, looking over his shoulder to the empty street.

    “No problem!” Snekde’de fiddled with his runic bracer, and spoke again with words of power, “Coamzer Mact Hehd”.

    At his call, the runes bent out of their shape and with the sound of a hard fist knocking the door swung open.

    They all began to shuffle through, and Svaljna was the last to pass with them into darkness. Thin trailing lights pulsed along edges where the walls met the floors and the ceiling. This outlining left wide tracts of disorientating darkness, and so she steadied herself by following the natural red embers off of Xochit’s body like a trail. Even still, she ran herself into something painful at knee height, and sent herself into an unquiet tumble. 

    “Oh, shit.” She heard Xochit’s voice from above her, followed by a hand helping her up.

    “Here,” the voice was Broneimir’s next, and after a beat came a resonating set of words, “Circipt Syn’zyzhm”.

    The space suddenly illuminated for Svaljna, the perfect golden sunlight of vision shared magically. She blinked back the sudden shift, adjusting, and when she clarified she could see her allies looking around nervously.

    “You’ve got to remind us that you don’t have darkvision like the rest of us.” Broneimir’s tone was slightly chiding.

    “Yeah, just ask and we’ll help.” Xochit leaned a knee on the bench that Svaljna had hit “Can’t be stumbling around blind, what use would that be?”

    “Right.” Svaljna apologized, feeling the weight of her mistake and doubly so for having needed help in the first place. “I can see now. Where are we going?”

    “Deeper in.” Broneimir said simply.

    “How much deeper is there to go?” Xochit fiddled with her belt “The aetherline can’t be more than a few hundred feet that way.”

    “The runes on the walls,” Snekde’de traced a finger under the symbols in question. “They’re written to push against the aether. I think this building used to go past the aetherline, like into it into it.”

    “Used to?” Svaljna asked incredulously.

    Snekde’de took a long look, taking in the whole of the surroundings. “Well, the runes, they’re not fully active. They’ve got some wear, like they had been totally functional at one point, but it seems like something broke the sigilic connection.”

    “That’s great.” Broneimir started towards a set of double doors, leading up a staircase. “The contract called this place the Archall reconstruction site. Re-construction, that must be what they mean.”

    Climbing the stairs in spiral pattern, few others shared Broneimir’s enthusiasm. They emerged into a landing, the door ahead closed.

    “Ah!” Snekde’de squealed, wheeling around frantically.

    “What, what is it?” Xochit jumped back from him, forced into alertness.

    “You didn’t-” Snekde’de held the back of his head, “You didn’t hear that?”

    “Hear what?” Svalnja searched the corners of the landing, up to the ceiling where foul things are want to hide, and found them empty.

    “That voice, I heard someone.” Snekde’de began to shiver.

    “Hey, hey, it’s alright. It’s just us.” Xochit closed the distance back towards her companion, draping an arm around him comfortingly. “What did it say?”

    “It- Nothing, I-” Snekde’de fumbled for his words. He had passed through fear, into an inexplicable embarrassment. Svalnja had never seen him try to lie before. “It was just a low sort of moaning, and it said my name. How did it know my name?”

    “Could be a spirit.” Svalnja moved against the tone of comfort, “Some haunting of this place.”

    “Let me see,” Broneimir furrowed his brow, his golden eye taking on it’s radiant hue. “Circipt Yld’eag”.

    A faint shell of glittering luminance pulsed out from him, through the room and through the walls and then back into his socket. “No undead, that I can feel.”

    “Are you certain?” Svalnja’s question came out more dismissive than she intended.

    Broneimir squared his shoulders back ever so slightly. “My patron would not deign the presence of such foul creatures. If they were near us, I would know.”

    “Okay, no undead. That’s probably a good thing, right?” Snekde’de managed a faint smile, hand gripped across his body to his enchanted bracer. “But what now.”

    Broneimir was quick to respond. “If we’re starting to hear voices, we must be getting closer. We should track ahead, send someone out to scout.”

    “I’ll take it.” Svaljna spoke begrudgingly. She knew that her honor in these people’s eyes would depend on her utility.

    “Are you sure?” Snekde’de asked, a note of concern on his tongue.

    As much as she wished to stay with the group she gave only a curt nod, drew her sword, and pushed through the door before she changed her mind.

    She opened up into a cubic room, doors leading to washrooms on either side of her, passed across by hallway leading deeper in either direction. Ahead, through pane glass, the makings of a wizard’s laboratory were left abandoned. She could see tables lined with alembics, wands scattered, vials of material components for spells smashed. She had a fleeting, intrusive wonder of what life must be like to openly wield the academic arcane such as the people who must have populated this place before it fell. She had never had much skill in noble runecraft though, and had learned to avert her eyes from its pursuit, and so instead she settled on the hallways. 

    To her left, a short stint to another closed door. To her right a long stretch out, arced in such a way that the hall cut off her vision of what was ahead by any more than twenty or so feet.

    She gritted her teeth, trying to ignore the churning in her stomach, and started down the long hall. Doors and doors and doors passed her on either side, leading into small offices and working rooms, but she knew somehow that what she sought was further in down the hallway.

    “They can all see right through you. They know you’re a fraud.” A rasping voice, like the sound of wind on a cold bluff, trickled into the back of Svaljna’s mind. She wheeled around, searching for the source, but there was no purchase to it. All she found was the arc ahead and the arc behind, the place she had come from now out of sight. She continued, sword raised a little higher.

    “There are changes coming, whether you like it or not, and nothing will be the same. You’re going to have to change too, and you’re not ready, are you?” That voice assailed her, flooded over any indignation she felt towards it, until there was only the cycle between panic and despair.

    “You’re wrong.” She tried, weakly, but the words fell flat because she knew in her heart of hearts that it was right. Nothing as good as her escape to this place could last. The trouble lurking around the corner would find her. She did not hear, so much as feel the voice laughing at her.

    She curled through the hallway for a long while after that, not hearing another call from the voice. The spacial dynamics felt impossible, to have followed this sharp of a curve for so long and not formed a circle. Just as she thought that she must have entered an infinite spiral, the hell of some trickster god, something began to form into view ahead. 

    She stopped in her tracks, as she realized that she had been coming to the aether. It cut across the hall in a jagged line, volatile oblivion incarnate. Where it began, the world simply ceased to be. At it’s edge, a lattice of electric green magic roiled out from the walls like a net to hold it back.

    Svaljna felt the same pit in her stomach every time she was close to the aether. It was the feeling of wanting something that you knew was disgusting, of knowing that by your very thoughts you were debasing yourself. She could not help but step closer, and closer still, watching the enchanting horrid beautiful fog move behind this gate that the good people of athal had erected with such hubris as to hold back a force more incomprehensibly vast than any other in the cosmos.

    She drew face to face with it, her visage illuminated in green and gold. Sveida pulsed at her fingertips, trails of the fog reaching out to her through the thin breaks in the cage. She stared in, and staring back was a reflection of herself in that mirrormist. It spoke with the voice she had heard before, her own voice grown cold, and it told her something that she could take in no other way than as the truth.

    “You’ve ruined yourself and your life. You can never be happy—you’re not even capable of it anymore.”

    And then the gate flickered and failed, the aether lunged for her, and she was instantaneously engulfed.

  • 130th of Gnielm, 336 EA

    Citadel of the Athalial League, Athal

    Svaljna had been pulled out of the world into eternal fog, endless expanse, the aether, and she was there in the clutches of a predator. She could not see it through the mists, she could only feel the grip of it’s scabby claws and hear all around the chittering of it’s madness. “Who are you, who are you, who are you!”

    It drug her, deeper and deeper still into the aether, the walls and doors and all the material implements of Rhovos Archall blending into each other until they were all the same fade of colors washed through one another. The deeper it pulled her the less that either her or it or anything else were a singular whole. Rather, she could sense this monster blending itself into her, using the inconcrete nature of the aether to invade her very being. It raked through her with a scouring fervor.

    There was another sense here as well, overwhelming in its capacity. Her connection to the aether itself burgeoned, threatened, demanded of her that she wield it.

    The fog and the monster each worked to their own ends in dismantle her, the former to peel away all that had been put on her and the latter in a ravenous hunger after who she really was. There was a time when she was Svaljna of the Aeris, child of Dultha, when she had pride and shame, and then there was a moment when that was stripped of her and she simply was.

    It was not until that moment, being devoured from the inside out, that she could allow herself to give in to the Sveida that pulsed within her.

    Augi’r Psalre Enveim Dy’tiisy”, She spoke the words that had come to her in the willful dreams of another life, and with the spell cast she suddenly remembered what it was like at her birth, to open her eyes for the first time. She saw a life lead in pain, the life of a man. 

    She saw a mirror shattered in youthful scorn, dread filled hearts casting out one of their own. She saw all the many ways in which chronic pain can wrack a body, with nobody around to soothe. She saw many lifetimes of travel, followed by flashes of rain through lightning over the Citadel of the Athalial League, this figure stumbling through a portal. She saw the aetherline through the lens of fastidious curiosity, trailing along past and through. She saw the moment of a sunset falling behind the aetherline, holding the hand of a secret beau, and then she felt that lover leave with all the wracking sorrow of death. She saw the Archall, candles of red wax and dusty tombs, a ritual centered on knowledge of why this world was shaped the way that it was, with all the chaos and the pain. She saw some great seizing of opportunity lead astray in its very intent, she saw an implosion and then the burst of an impossible levee. She saw the mutation of man into monster, having been forced into the depths of the aether right at the point of an arcane confluence, but before that she saw a name written many times over. She saw Donatos Hechejo.

    It was as though a chord had been struck, a brand singed into flesh, as the name passed through her mind. The creature recoiled from wringing her, shrieking with all the agony of one reminded of what once was, of what had been lost.

    It was in that moment, disentangled, that a new call rang out and the aether parted.

    Ahtr’ul Vhelk” The words came from a voice that was not recognized. It was clear and direct, and as it’s spell took effect Svaljna was once again a person, with all that that entailed. 

    She dropped her own prophetic charm reflexively, like it was poison to her soul, letting it wash out into the aether that was rapidly leaving her like rain on a river. Her first hope was that nobody had seen her do it, that nobody would know.

    When she was fully out of the aether, she was surrounded by her friends.

    “Sval!” Xochit hugged her. 

    Snekde’de was crying, “We thought you were a goner.”

    Bronemir was to the side, wringing his hands and looking guilt-ridden.

    There was another figure there, too, someone new. She was of a height with Svalnja, slightly hunched at the shoulders, her hair long and dark and woven through with red and pale grey blossoms. She wore tight-fitting clothes, dye-red leathers and blue cloth, with a grey jacket embroidered at it’s edges with the sleeves bunched up in a loose roll. She had flat features, eyes half-lidded even as they were open. It was a far-away look, staring back into the aether as the magic she had cast over it subsided gradually. One of her hands was still clasped to the back of Svalnja’s cloak from dragging her out of the clutches of certain doom, and in the other she carried a simple solid wooden quarterstaff.

    “Your friend is right,” She said, “hours in the aether could have killed you on their own, not even beginning to touch on having that thing there with you.”

    Motioning to the crackling cage behind which stood the aether, Svalnja could see clearly now what it was that had assailed her. 

    It was a crooked, bent creature, almost humanoid but off in the way it’s proportions hung. Spindly-thin and covered by grey, sunken flesh that stretches tautly over its bones, a rictus look that was neither fully scowl nor grin pulled at its jaws. Stone-like scabs and spines jutted from its back, creaking like bones. Dominating what would be its face, a single eye irised in glowing green swam with aether fog.

    It stalked back and forth behind the holding runes, it’s entire form wisping away at the edges even in the most shallow of aether’s edges. It lunged for the line, and was knocked back rebuffed from the aetheric net.

    “Let’s all back away from the nothic, alright?” The woman took steps back herself, “The runes should hold a little while longer, but it’s been feeding and I don’t want to chance its strength right now.”

    They all followed, tracking back through the arcing hall, and just as Svalnja looked back over her shoulder she caught the creature slinking back into the deeper fog itself. 

    “Now,” The woman clapped her hands to draw the group’s focus back to herself, “I think introductions are in order. My name is Mepka Tahlam, I’m with the Commission of Exploration. I just saved your life. Who in the muddy fuck are you and what are you doing here?”

  • 130th of Gnielm, 336 EA

    Citadel of the Athalial League, Athal

    Svaljna worked to temper the echoing rush she was feeling, to make sure that the elation that she felt at the course of sveida that had flown through her was masked behind a face of impassive stone. Gods above and below it did feel good though, that release.

    She worked harder than she needed to at it. The other members of her party were not focused on her. Her name was drawn across their lips, but it was as though she were not even in this space with them. They were arguing, speaking over one another. They argued amongst each other and against this Mepka, figure of authority as she was.

    “How could you possibly think this was a good idea?” Mepka laid into them. “Do you think that guild membership is some formality? That we should just hand out contracts to anyone, like they’re fucking candy?”

    “No, of course not-” Snekde’de started, sheepish.

    “Of course not.” Mepka repeated with emphasis. “Why? Because they’re dangerous.”

    “If it wasn’t dangerous, it wouldn’t have been worth it. That’s the definition of glory.” Broneimir held his chin up indignantly.

    “For glory?” Mepka asked incredulously. “You all have people who care about you, right? And you’re going to throw all that away, for glory? You were down the hall from been eaten by a goddamned nothic! The only one of you to show any amount of competence was being actively hollowed out!”

    “That’s not fair.” Xochit flared.

    Mepka seemed ready to bite back, but instead looked around at the mounting situation. She stopped herself and took a reasoned breath.

    “It really is.” She spoke now in an appeal. “If your friend hadn’t had the magic she does, she’d be dead right now.”

    Svaljna felt the room’s eyes turn on her.

    “What are you talking about?” Xochit tempered, though Svaljna still felt the heat radiating off of her.

    “Sval doesn’t have any magic,” Broneimir pressed fingers into his temple. “She’s a fighter.”

    “I was fighting.” Svaljna stood suddenly, pursing her lips at Mepka. “I fought the creature off, by strength of arm.”

    Mepka, in turn, seemed to really regard her for the first time. Her fingers drummed across her staff, and she took a step back.

    “How, though?” Xochit was only incidentally accusatory. “I mean, as deep into the aether as Mepka said you were, you’re barely even a person anymore. Against something that hunts there, lives there if that’s even possible. How could you have, without some sort of magic.”

    “You don’t know what you’re talking about.” Svaljna growled.

    “Snek?” Xochit turned to the erudite kobold. “Is that right?”

    “Well, um.” He began to stumble over his words, eyes darting back and forth between Svaljna and the others, “I mean, there’s still a lot left to study about the aether, and this creature itself is new to me, and there’s not- there’s not really a hard stop to-”

    “Just answer the question, Snekde’de.” Broneimir pressed him, eye glowing gold with divine weight.

    “Sval has some weird connection to the aether!” Snekde’de blurted. He turned to speak only to Svaljna then, fast, a look of instant regret folding across his face. “I’m sorry. I’ve known for a little while now. It’s all over you, divinatorially speaking.”

    And then it was out there, and the tightening around Svaljna’s heart cinched. It was happening again.

    “Why would you hide that from us?” The way Xochit looked at Svaljna told her everything she needed to know. In those firey eyes she read the echoes of the revulsion she had been shown all her young life over this way of being that she was so entranced by.

    “I’m not a liar.” She spoke with dread. “It’s not that simple.”

    “Nobody said you were a liar.” Xochit got more frustrated the less was said.

    “I’d say that,” Broneimir interjected, “You did lie to us. I mean, what. All those times we were scrapping it out together in basements and sewers, you were holding back? You let yourself get all scarred up? Are you insane? Do you just like the pain, is that it? Who under the gods great sun are you?” 

    “You’ve always been the one that keeps to themselves, out of all of us.” Snekde’de agreed with a hurting sort of quiet. “We barely know you, really.”

    “You want to know me?” Something snapped inside of Svaljna. “I’m a broken person. I broke myself. Or maybe the world broke me, I don’t know. Ever since I was small, all I ever knew deep down in my core to be true was that to be involved in sveida was to be anathema. To do that, it means you can’t have a place in the world. People would reject you from their halls, you would not be clothed or fed or granted any hospitality, and that you’d deserve it because that part of you had made you disgusting. That’s all I had been told. And then, lo and behold, young Svaljna is touched by the aether. Made sveida, put upon by woman’s magic, and nobody in my village knew about it. They called me hrin before that, effeminate and weak willed. I was taunted and jeered at already, beat. I knew it could get bad. So I hid my stain and then eventually I left, what else could I have done?”

    There was a long pause as they processed what she was saying, a whole lifetime of trauma bursting out from beneath the surface.

    “I said, what else could I have done?” Svaljna repeated in aggravation.

    “You could have told us.” Broneimir was the first to speak up again. “Owned your power.”

    “Yeah, Sval.” Xochit wrung her hands, “I know you have these hangups, but you’re not on Dultha anymore. Nobody here is going to call you those things, or hurt you.”

    “Your power is really valued here.” Snekde’de added hopefully.

    “You think I don’t know that?” Svaljna snapped, eliciting a recoil. “You think I don’t know I’m the one that’s wrong? Always fucking wrong. I came here for a reason, to escape all of that. But it followed me here, because it is a part of me. One of two, always fighting one another. And it takes a lot of work to hold that all in.”

    “Then don’t hold it in. Holding it in means that it comes out now, right in time to deal with all of this shit?” Xochit grew frustrated once more, motioning to their surroundings. The failing lights, the toppled equipment. “You could have talked to us about this at any time, and the first we’re hearing about it is now, here?”

    “I didn’t tell you, because you all act as children!” Svaljna realized that she was shouting now. “You all come here like life is some fanciful storybook. You think you can break all the rules, and it will get into the league’s good graces. You think that your plans will never go wrong, and that treating me as expendable won’t effect me at all, and that there is no danger lurking around the corner. You’ve just all come from such ease, and I can’t keep up anymore. Pretending to be like that, it’s fucking exhausting.”

    The three looked at each other mutely, and Svaljna looked at all of them. Broneimir had his fists balled up, his tattoo starting to flare into a searing light. Xochit had silent tears running down her cheeks. Snekde’de was panicking, head darting around one to the other to the other.

    “Come on.” Broneimir gritted out with a commanding presence. “Were leaving. We’ll figure out some other way to get sponsorship.”

    And with that, he stormed out of the room and back towards the stairs. Svaljna felt nothing but a release of pressure with him gone.

    Snekde’de was the next to go, looking back over his shoulder at Svaljna with a simple crestfallen, “I’m sorry.”

    She felt a sudden pang over his leaving, because he was kind and she knew that she had hurt him more than he deserved. It was better though, that he was away from that thing in her that would continue to lash out of him. He deserved better than that.

    Xochit was the last, and before she made her away she was sure to get into Svaljna’s face.

    “You think that you’re the only one on these gods-forsaken planes that’s suffered.” Her tears had charred away to a look of pure spite. “My home is burning. Get that through your head, you self-centered bitch. My home plane is burning itself to the ground, and you’ve fucked up my shot to get off the ground and help my people. I hope you’re happy with yourself.”

    When she pushed away and left, she brought all the heat out of the room with her.

    Alone with her now, Svaljna suddenly remembered that Mepka was still there. She breathed heavily, giving a sigh of tension. “Well fuck. That was tense.”

    She crossed the room from where she had sat briefly to put a hand on Svaljna’s shoulder in an awkward attempt at comfort. 

    “It’s not your fault.” She said as Svaljna shrugged the hand off. “I know how you feel, kind of.”

    Svaljna narrowed her eyes, reading the intent off the unexpected shift in tone from the Athalial representative and finding only earnestness. “You do?”

    “I do. My home was not a kind-” Mepka said, and right as she took her next breath to continue a sudden rending sound tore through the halls. It dissipated, and Mepka instinctually reached for her quarterstaff from where she had left it leaning against the wall.

    “What was that?” Svaljna whispered.

    “The aetheric net, it’s broken down.” Mepka answered, “Stick with me. Let’s get the hell out of here.”

  • 130th of Gnielm, 336 EA

    Citadel of the Athalial League, Athal

    Mepka had helped Svaljna up the ladder and into the safety of the dormitory, miles away from the aether and all it’s many dangers. Her living quarters were not lavish by any means, but they had an intentionality to them that made the place feel lived in. Two of the three globules of arcane light lit on their entrance, the third sputtering like a low candle. The desk seemed to see more use than the small kitchen table, mugs all stacked up one into the other into the other. Artistic etchings of plants, long and tall fronds, lined the sides of the diffused window. 

    She had poured both of them a drink, something small and sweet like the mead Svaljna always opted for back home. It was a welcome gesture, steadying.

    “So. You’re here.” Mepka started, propping herself on the floor next to the closed door to her bedroom.

    “Aye. You lead me here.” Svaljna spoke carefully, “I will not stay if you don’t wish it.”

    “No, no, not here here.” Mepka corrected, waving her arms in the space. “You can stay for a while. Not forever, but a while. What I meant though, was Athal. You’re at the citadel. I’d like you to tell me what for.”

    “I ask myself the same.” Svaljna took the question in stride, answering more confidently than she had before. “I came here to find myself anew, I suppose.”

    “What does that mean?” Mepka sipped her drink, “Why would you want to be someone other than yourself?”

    “It was easier.” Svaljna felt empty as she realized that was the truth. “My home was not good for me. It was not all of my own doing. There was pressure, to be a certain way, and I had not seen what another life could be like. Not until Athal came to the sands of my home plane. A traveling quest, they stayed with us for only a season. They were not liked. I did not want to be seen with them, so I would sneak to their campfires. I’d trade them stories, and shared secrets. The sort that I would have been called hrin for, if I had tried with the others in my clan. In turn, they told me about the citadel. That there was a life here for people like me. By the time they left on their quest, I’d already resolved to come after them. When the time was right.”

    “I’ve been through something really similar.” Mepka said, looking strangely very excited to be speaking. “I didn’t like where I was at, either. I was trapped, in more ways than one. We didn’t know that there was anything outside of our little demiplane, anything beyond the aether. We thought that the way of the world was all there was, shitty as it was. I didn’t change myself, though. That was the problem. I was myself no matter how much it hurt me.”

    “Do you regret that?” Svaljna ran her hand across the soft pelt of the fur she wore.

    Mepka thought on it a long moment. “When I was in it, I felt like I did. But if I had gone with the flow even a little bit, I wouldn’t have gotten out. I wouldn’t be here, wouldn’t be the person I am today. And I fucking like myself now, a lot. Certainly more than when I ran out into the aether that last time. I thought it was going to kill me then. I thought that I wanted it to. Thankfully, it’s a kinder void than that.”

    “The aether is not kind.” Svaljna said with a sureness.

    “It was to me.” Mepka said, “It gave me power, and I used that power to push back against the wrong that was being done to me.”

    “It ruined my life.” Svaljna’s voice turned towards a bitterness.

    “It sounds like people ruined your life.” Mepka bit back.

    That was a thought that stumbled Svaljna, and Mepka used that void to fill. “I like you, Svaljna. I think we’re alike, and that’s rare. I haven’t found a lot of others who’ve gone through the sort of gnarls that we have. And sometimes that can feel lonely, but mostly it’s hopeful to me because it means that most of the rest of the world isn’t as fucked up as the places we come from. So, what I guess I’m trying to say is, you’ve gotta learn to like yourself. Your home was shit, but you’re not there anymore and there’s nothing that can be done that would force you to go back. Not if you don’t let it. And especially not if you have the aether on your side. What did you call it, sveida? If this sveida is a part of us, well then it’s gotta be at least a little bit good because we are good. And fuck anyone who says otherwise.”

    Svaljna still didn’t speak, behind her eyes there was just a rolling of thoughts like clay into a ball. She was utterly without pretense, which was the first step, but she found that there was not much left to pick up once that was put away.

    “Here,” Mepka reached out a hand, interlacing it with Svaljna’s. “Ahtr’ul

    The world fastened from one into another and back, a closed circuit of power. Aetheric fog danced across their arms, blurring them to be as one. Mepka’s spark of magic felt different from Svaljna’s. It was more sheer, less melodic. Like a single note played, against a symphony. Still, it was recognizably sveida, and in the absence of judgement it did feel good to let it flow. Svaljna was left unsure as to whether that gratification was coming from Mepka’s magic or from within herself, but it was undeniably present.

    Ahtr’ul {{WOPx3}}” Svaljna strung back, putting her own complex spin on the magic between them. The fog stopped it’s free movement then, crystalizing into detailed helixes and waves which orchestrated themselves into beautiful arrays.

    “Woah!” Mepka broke the connection, a look of pure wonder lighting her face. “That was incredible! Why the hell would you hide that!”

    Svaljna managed a smile herself, her first in a long while. “I don’t know.”

    Mepka pushed herself to standing. “Well, I’d like to see more of it. And I bet a lot of other people would too. If you’d show it, sometime.”

    “I will think on this.” Svaljna let herself be unsure.

    “Sure.” Mepka looked around the room. “In the meantime, make yourself comfortable. I’m getting to bed, I think. We can talk about what comes next in the morning.”

    Svaljna nodded quietly, gratefully.

    “Mepka?” Svaljna called out as she settled herself onto a claw-footed sofa.

    Mepka hung in the doorway, looking back over her shoulder curiously.

    “Thank you,” Svaljna emitted, “thank you for tonight.”

    “Of course.” Mepka said simply, closing the door to the bedroom.

    Svaljna was left alone then. She parsed over the runic lights, and surrendered herself to the unquiet dark of her thoughts. She laid there for hours, pacing over all that had happened. All that would or could happen.

    “Ahtr’ul.” She whispered to herself, drawing up aether fog to her fingertips for no other reason than the natural satisfaction that came over her to flex it.

    The aether moved in strange ways, always, but at this call it pulled oddly off of her arm, up and away from her. She followed it’s line, reclined back as she was, to the window.

    There, outlined by the arch of the full moon, she was met with a single, green-ringed eye and a feral snarl. The eye closed, leaving just the toothy maw, and Svaljna had just enough time to scream before it began to slam it’s head against the glass.

  • 130th of Gnielm, 336 EA

    Citadel of the Athalial League, Athal

    Shattered glass and thick black blood poured down through the room like rain on a burst of wind, and with it came the nothic.

    Flying through the air, the creature’s eye shot back open. It was callous and sleepless, white and green and shot through with thick red capillaries.

    Svaljna felt the air fall out of her lungs as that one raking eye peered into her. She scrabbled back in instinctual panic, falling off the couch to the hard stone floor but not feeling the impact.

    The nothic landed on all fours, sharpened elbows and knees all splayed out. Whatever alien bones it had in it’s neck cracked as its head snapped up, and it skittered towards her.

    “Back!” She yelled at it, kicking a foot out. She caught the creature at the shoulder, shoving it back and over. The spines growing out of it’s back scraped and broke across the floor, more brittle than they seemed. The creature howled violently, writhing as it righted itself.

    “What do you want from me!” She forced herself to turn and look at the thing, to stare it down.

    “Who are you!” The nothic ground its teeth with an awful gnash.

    It backed itself away into a cranny of the room, and as it did thoughts filtered into Svaljna’s head unbidden. “Abnormal… freak… recluse… your clan meant nothing to you, honor means nothing to you, all you care for are the things which push you away from the world!”

    Intense dread and isolation and fear washed out from it, almost physical in how powerfully it kept her back. Visions pierced through it’s projections though, visions that Svaljna had conjured in the aether. Visions of a life of rejection, visions of mistakes made in fatal proportions.

    For a moment, huddled in opposite corners, locked into states of scattered mania, Svaljna and it seemed very much the same.

    Mepka burst into the room with the crack a door slammed so hard that it rebounded back on itself. 

    Ahtr’ul P’kossero”, the call of her word reverberated out like a spike, a bombardment of aetheric force assaulting the monster huddled in her corner.

    The creature turned in instinctual defense, breaking its gaze from Svaljna for the first time since its unwelcome arrival. Its loathing lost clarity as it focused on her, diffusing back into hate. 

    It’s green-ringed eye narrowed towards Mepka, and suddenly her flesh was awash in the same erasing energy that she had put onto it. It rotted the tissue from her bones, that eye, leaving patches of her arms and face suddenly raw and bleeding red as the skin simply ceased to contain her anymore. 

    “Fuck!” Mepka cried in pain, swiping out in a futile crack as the nothic dodged. “It’s in my head again! We can’t let it get to us! It’s fucking lying. It’s a fucking liar. I’m safe here, and so are you. I got out, the swamp isn’t coming for me, it’s a muddy fucking liar.”

    She cracked it across the skull with her second strike, sending it reeling. She kept to it, jabbing at it with her quarterstaff.

    Svaljna scrabbled up to her feet, the danger-fueled adrenaline finally pushing out the despair she felt. She could see it now, in the midst of that fray. The first the nothic looked afraid, in that moment of desperation and pain, was the most it had ever seemed human to her.

    That verity lasted only the barest scrape, and then it was back on Mepka. It knocked her to the ground, clawing viscously at her exposed stomach. She opened her mouth to cast a spell, and it ripped at the inside of her cheek sending the magic words splattering out incomprehensibly.

    Svaljna watched her new friend be attacked, and panic welled into her. She was too weak to fight it, too cowardly, too hrin. Her mind raced wildly over all that had lead up to this moment, all that she had done to lead to this pain, all that she was and all that she had been. In those thoughts, she circled herself and she circled the nothic and finally she found the aether between them.

    “Donatos!” Svaljna yelled, the name that she had come to know by the half-dead stupor of prophesy clicking back into her mind. “You are Donatos Hechejo.”

    The nothic flinched as though struck, giving Mepka just enough time to shove it back to the center of the room.

    Enveim Psalre Cer’i Ibel-ratiij

    The sveida arced out from Svaljna like the thrum of a rising hum, like an archer’s bow played as an instrument, like the stories of twelve hundred skjalds. It was a spell of truth, a spell of restoration, a spell to put back upon this creature some jagged fragment of humanity.

    The warbling light of the spell pierced through the nothic’s eye as mist through a mirror, stunning it to a rigid sort of limpness. The nothic, Donatos by name, blinked. It saw itself, it saw Mepka to one side breathing heavy and Svaljna to the other all blown up in floating glory.

    Being seen, as it had seen, realization flooded across it’s face drawing from madness to regret to anguish. “NAH! NO! LOOK AWAY! I AM NOT THIS!”

    It screamed, and screamed, and screamed. It flailed itself wildly, rending at it’s own flesh. It stumbled, and wobbled, and finally it leapt from the fourth-story window.

  • 159th of Gnielm, 336 EA

    Citadel of the Athalial League, Athal

    Svaljna sat at the center of a peaceful sort of afternoon, for the Citadel. A warm breeze blew over dappled lawns between buildings. Guildfellows came hither and fro. Two ducks waddled at the side of a small pond, grooming through each other’s sheening coats.

    “Alright!” Mepka bounded up the grassy knoll on the balls of her feet, sporting her telltale smile. “I’ve got something for you.”

    Svaljna matched her smile in kind. “You are too kind, friend.”

    “No, no.” Mepka insisted, “Someone kind once told me that they were just speaking the truth. I’m doing the same now. I know I’ve dragged my feet on it, but it’s finally done.”

    With that, she handed Svaljna a thin folio, stamped in glittering saxe ink with the seal of the Athalial Explorer’s League. It was so light a thing to give, but still she handled it with great care.

    “I-” Svaljna caught herself, that instinct she had to self deprecate, and she put it away. “Thank you.

    “I just wanted to get it right, you know?” Mepka explained as Svaljna stared down at the parchment. “If it’s on me to vouch for your competence, you know damn well that I’m going to try to give every detail of how you saved my sorry ass.”

    “It is still very kind.” Svaljna said with a verdant sense of wonder.

    “Well, the league needs more like you. Like us. With this, plus the letter from the codger stationed back on your home plane, you’ll have enough to register as a guildfellow yourself.” Mepka pulled fingers back through her hair in feigned nonchalance. “Have you thought about what you want to do, with that whole deal?”

    “I have.” Svaljna said simply.

    After an impatient beat, Mepka nudged her. “Well, out with it then! Leave me in suspense, why don’t you. Hells, I’ve thought of what I’m going to do next.”

    “Oh?” Svaljna cocked a head.

    “I’m putting up a contract.” Mepka fiddled with her quarterstaff. “I need someone to perform some sveida for me.”

    Svaljna’s brow furrowed, her shoulders tensing. She reminded herself to relax herself, that it was okay. “For what would you want that?”

    “I just, there are things I need to know. About what is to come for me, or come back for me. It’s like we talked about, that first night. The person I was when I was trapped, they’re a part of me. Same as for you, I think. But maybe we’d both sleep easier at night knowing if we were ever or never going to be that way again.”

    Svaljna thought on this for a long and moment, reveling again at how similar she and her new friend were when it came down to it. She hadn’t met anyone like Mepka, before Mepka.

    “I understand.” She began her preparations, using her foot to carve out a circle from the dew on the grass where they stood in that very moment. “I will do this for you, no contract.”

    “Thank you,” Mepka started, surprised as Svaljna stepped into her space and began painting arcing trails of berried ink across her hands and arms. “Oh, oh! You mean like, you’ll do it now? Here?”

    “Yes, here.” Svaljna swallowed hard, keenly aware of all the many people going about their various businesses. “I am trying to be more open, with my magic. And with my self.”

    “Right then.” Mepka looked impressed.

    “I am not ashamed.” Svaljna confirmed, sounding more like she was convincing herself than her friend but even still she was able to push forwards through her own awkwardness. “Besides, better to do under light from the sky.”

    Indeed, the sun moved across the heavens as the ritual was primed. It landed at a low arc on the horizon just as the full moon appeared on the opposite firmament. At the moment when they shared the sky each of those great celestial bodies hung in frame to the aether, bathing the wall at the edge of this world in cool and fiery hues.

    Augi’r Dy’tiisy”, Svaljna began, breathing heavily to take in the world, feeling a call to fate.

    Psalre”, She continued, hands clasped to her companion’s forearms, feeling for who they really were.

    Ahtr’ul”, She ended, rolling her eyes along the lines of the cosmos itself, feeling the weight and beauty of the aether.

    There was a moment at the end of whip crack, like being slung wildly between lives, and then their was prophesy. 

    Svaljna saw Mepka born, bathed in mud and and muck and moss. She saw a heart dissolve into fog, and reconstitute itself in form of flesh made to withstand iron. She saw threads, all tangled and matted into one another, cut as a hand reached through a veil. She saw the moon that was made to never change roll through many imperceptible cycles, waxing and waning and waxing over and over and over again. She saw a road, a long and drawn road, a road of the form of a circle and of a line at once. At all points along that road she saw herself, standing next to Mepka, and the figure of a third woman obscured in a warm shadow. Most of all, though, she saw through to the very shape of each of those people, the essences of their lives, and in so doing she felt herself able to accept fully the possibility that they were good.

    The magic broke, not like the snapping of a cord but rather like the opening of a bottle. Svaljna and Mepka blinked to each other, regarding the other for the lifetime they had just spent together in that spell, and they felt for all the world that there was no-one else they would rather be.